I am sorry i truly am. i don’t know what came over me and i don’t know what to do anymore. im willing to do anything and i mean anything necessary to make it work. i would give you anything you ask for and anything you need. i would still be there hoping you will take me back in the future. but i can tell you now, i will only be happy if your happy and so far im not happy because your not with me anymore. im not happy with what i have done. im not happy with what this led to and im not happy to the point where i will fight anyone to keep you in my arms. i will fucking go across the world just to be with you and i will walk across deserts to hold your hand. if you believe me or not i can tell you that this is the truth. i hope you stay happy in Merced and i know you’ll be successful and you will not take shit from anyone. i still love you and i always will.